So, I’m sitting in my room, on your Spotify (sorry), and for some reason I started playing your Coldplay playlist. As soon as “Paradise” started playing, these faint memories started coming back. That day you were visiting, on your first visit to ODU, and we were laying in my bed and I fell asleep on you as usual haha. I was in that weird half way stage where you’re sleeping, but still aware of sounds and things going on around you. You had on the Coldplay playlist on your Spotify, and we both ended up falling into a “half way’ sleep for about an hour and a half. I just remember opening my eyes every few minutes and having an overwhelming feeling of love, comfort, and security when I saw you laying there next to me. When we both finally started to wake up, all we did was smile at each other and pull each other closer. Those moments are the ones I live for with you. This last month has not been a good one for us, but sometimes I just go back to little parts in time where we seemed so happy and grateful to be together. If I had the ability to go back in time, I would go back to the Coldplay nap, and make damn sure none of the things that laid ahead in our future took place.
written by Cragen, Huang, Munch, Fin, Novak, Cabot, O’Halloran, Warner, Uniform Cop #1, Uniform Cop #2, Lake, Jack McCoy probably (via oursselvesandimmortality)